Circus Invasion

 My cancer treatments this past year have left me without my dignity. My private parts discussed and viewed and radiated and violated by human hands and medical dildos. My bladder has been catheterized and injected full of bovine virus. The BCG bovine injections have me running to the toilet, 2 hours after they are given and I don't always make it in time. Stinging, burning, screaming, crying, humiliating. While undergoing the BRCA radiation treatments for my endometrial cancer last year, the male doctor shoved the dildo device incorrectly into my vagina, leaving me in agony. It took a kind nurse, to position my body in such a way, so that I was not in pain. Then, for several minutes I had to lie on the table while the radiation pulsated inside of my most intimate area. Is it any wonder my last painting looks like this?

This circus area has been invaded and is crying out for compassion and love.