Writing is HARD

Here I am, 44 years old and almost a college graduate! What I don't understand is why these last 7 weeks of college are so hard! I still have several papers due before comencement and each one feels like I am pulling an elephant through a keyhole. Painful and nearly impossible. Perhaps I am just sick to death of writing? Maybe I don't have anything else to say? Will I graduate, after 26 years of work, shame, fear and then more work?

God I hope so!

And THEN WHAT???